yes. its all bout sleeping-FREAK!! [:

2005-07-12T21:36:00.000-07:00

ok shall continue muah entry. go e westwind concert wif nazi yingli and pat.. at first lyk so weird lidat. didnt talk much.. aft tt quite okay le. we rush dere lyk wat sia. tot we gg to late liaos. but wen reach dere, still quite some time before e concert. >.< den went wif yingli to circle 1 first cus we 3 sit at circle 2. dere nobody. den got 1 ah-pek very funny. talk to us very friendly... kind too. heehx.. den we went to our seat lah. i sitting wif nazi alone den pat sitting beside a malay man. lols.. den e songs nice lah.. got 1 song got maly ppl playing their instruments de lyk wedding those lah.. wa. d*mn nice =) but durig 1 of e songs i fell asleep. zZz... during e 2o minutes interval.. sian so we went down to circle 1 find yingli dey all. den we dunwan go baq our original places so we stay dere. aniwae aso no ppl sit =p okay finally end liao. nazi went to collect her bag. ask e grp of sec1s to wait. but dey was lyk........ n v m. we go our own way.. aniwae dey still hab another concert later. so me yingli nazi and pat went mum mum. den wen eating, nazi go call pat da-bao, me er-bao, herself san-bao and yingli xiao-bao.. -.- and we aso hab a father.. he is **** so we are e bao family. LOL.. hahaks but fun. and ok so wat if i dun really lyk euu or wat? is dere a need to tell EVERYONE? jz keep everyting to urself lahs. wat for say so much? den we walk walk awhile den faster go back jp.. we went sportslink cos xiao-bao and san-bao wanted to buy shoe bag. but in e end no buy cos no nice and ex. buying tmrw i tink. yea and e 4 of us bought e same water bottle. heh heh. wif our name on it okay. take note. its e 1st pitch.. lols.. k lah end here le. tmrw me meeting san-bao and xiao-bao straight after skool for concert. aighte nites to all.
lurv e bao-s family...

2005-07-12T10:59:00.000-07:00

today didnt went to skool. feeling sick. or shld i say i am jz trying to runaway frm everyting... yes i noe i am =[ but still will be gg for e concert later. everyone may tink tt dey understand me but in fact dey dun. nobody really noe. everyone may tink tt im wat. but i choose to be lidis. am i under some depression or wat? im not as sociable as before. muah attitude totally changes since tt incident. studies completely change me. h a i s. i cant speak how e way i do like last time. dis isnt e real me, okay? yes i noe things wun be e same as before.. i shldnt be waiting for tt to happen. =( oyah, to best fren; pls dun be sad, jz rmb tt tmrw will be a beta day for us. dun tink too much.. anieting jz sms me. 24 hours dere for euu. lols. k lah gtg. buhbyee.
no one is e same as before...

hmmm

2005-07-11T15:03:00.000-07:00

yea!
today,
i came home so early.
since dis yer beginning owaes late late.
today finally early.
haha.
hmmm.
tired day in klas.
fun during art.
hehe.
i din draw aniting.
and tt mr lee scolded muee for nutting.
lols..
d*mn funny.
=p
hmmm.
maths.....
>.<
duno wat to do.
hope tt i can find all e wksts.
k lah.
gtg liao.
later gg for e florida concert.
buhbyee.
=]

determination..

hmm

2005-07-10T13:46:00.000-07:00

o m g !
change muah blogskins so many times.
3 in 2 days?
lol.
im not gg to change it animore.
finally found 1.
=)
hmmm.
later still gg to continue do hmwk.
=(
com shld be far away frm muee.
yea tts all.
blog again mayb later.

today shld be a fine day?

2005-07-09T22:12:00.000-07:00

i will be strong.
and i noe i can.

suicide will not be e way out.

waiting for tt someone..

2005-07-08T19:23:00.000-07:00

b r e a k d o w n t o d a y.
before band prac.
everyone seemed to be piss off with miee.
i duno.
i am trying hard not to show anie attitude or wat.
jz before band prac,
tears run down.
ran to e toilet cry.
='[
not tt i cant sit with yingli i cried.
cus i jz suddenly felt so stress.
sudden breakdown occur.
jz felt tt things are not gg right for miee.
friendship*quarrel with sq dey all?
i was not showing attitude.
nutting at all.
i duno wats wrong.
studies.
told muahself cannot sleep in klas animore,
but jz cannot...
wateva i do in klas is wrong.
i starting to feel e pressure,
d*mn.
somemore bcus of so many things liao,
yet i cant sit wif yingli.
no one to share muah sadness wif.
but mayb aso gd thing.
we wun talk so much.
jz hope she can play.
=)
sq dere to guide her.
hope she dun feel so sad liao now.
we are e besties frens forever ^^
after today,
i finally learnt to be strong.
if one day i should breakdown again,
euu wun be able to c miee animore.
cos i wud not be around by then.
no point regretting wateva i hab done.
things wun be so worse if i does not exist @ all.
isnt it?
yes.
everything is again fine now.
but will it be forever?
i dunno.
i cant predict e future but,
i can change e future.
=)
adhere to muah beliefs,
i believe everything will turn out fine.

but jz felt so tired and pointless to carry on wif life.
can i let euu go?
i want euu to be happy =)
thanks pat alot! ^.-

tired out.

2005-07-07T21:06:00.000-07:00

tired*
today another boring day.
jz dun get y im getting more tired each day.
real tired.
slept in klas e 1st 3 period. no lessons mah.
ms or come in again.
and yes its her.
kao.
owaes give us do e puzzle and those wateva sh*t lah.
so lame.
and we did it for 2 consecutive days.
but heck!
i did ystd's ones.
today one,
finish e puzzle den go sleep.
d*mn.
she woke mue up wen i was enjoying muahself.
den i wake up liaos,
copy frm frens other wkst e ans.
den had el lessons.
gg thru compre.
zZz
so tired.
at 1st was paying attention.
den eyes slowly close.
muah fren keep waking mue up
i ask her to let mue sleep.
den soon fall asleep.
suddenly i was awake.
ms leong say dun waste time sleeping.
-.-
after recess was science.
okay not so boring.
ms julianah taught us e reactions of acids wif 4 other substance.
let mue recall...
alkali, carbonate, hydrochloric acid and insoluble bases.
yup gg to memorise e formulas.
make notes.
tmrw hab check again.
muee.
onie muee.
haix.
nvm.
i will improve.
after skool went to rifle range again.
p r a c t i c e.
our section problem considered solve eh?
hope wen sisi come tmrw things wun get worst.
=)
cassandra is d*mn funny.
LOL.
her actions can make muee laff lyk siao.
ahaks.
fancy calling mue " shi bai shi bai "
wif muah sister somemore.
h m p h !
den went mac.
eat chat.
du ku bird*huisze is lame!! ^.-
xiao ham ham aso.
lols..
before gg home i wenta buy some stickers.
yingli say she wan mah.
ok not some is many.
lols..
gg to share dem wif yingli shiqi and rest during band prac tmrw.
our files is full of stickers.
hehex.
=P
k lah.
off to tvee dnt wkbk and phone liaos.
bye everyone. nites too [:

luving euu more each day =))

2005-07-06T19:53:00.000-07:00

hmm.
today is a day,,
i nv wan rmb again!
NV!!
simply hate muahself.
wtf!
wats wrong wif mue?
argh*
i aso duno.
hais.
beginning of skool,lyk so-call quarrel wif one of e psk`christine.
=(
muah day was spoilt.
then d & t lesson.
f*uk.
cry lyk wat lidat
.stupid mue.
jz bcus i nv hand in e d & t folio.
i was lazy to hand in mah.
den so wat sia miee.
promise muahself nv gg to cry again.
can i?
i hate muahself.
hais.
life isnt gg to be interesting for miee.
can i ask for an end to dis?
i dunwan it to be lidis.
i wan hapiness!!
onie then i will be happy.
aft skool went rifle range.
practice awhile i sian liaos.
tired yawns*
wan get out of dere soon.
too tired.
yah jz b4 g out of rifle range,
daddy gave mue chocolate.
so sweet of him.
muacks!
<33 it so much.
yum yum nice!
share it wif nazi.
she too hungry i tink.
hiak hiak.
den i eat it.
kao!
so sweeet.
but nazi say its bitter.
siao lohs.
den yingli say its bcus cus he give mue one,
so it taste sweeet to mue.
-.-
yup aniwae.
really nice.
din expect him to buy for muee aniwae.
hurhurx [:
so if euu are reading dis,
thanx lot.
den we went jp.
mi nazi yingli jiamin and xiujie.
den as usual i went to e same place =)
i simply <33 to go those shops to look at those things.
cute and small.
but its onie aft 6 yers later.
cant wait.
hais.
den went to return books and mum mum.
i hate yingli.
full of crap and nonsense.
stupid!
hahaz.
but i lyk.
LOL!
yeap den we were at library.
chit-chat until 6 plus
aft tt went home.
life's getting more meaningless for miee...
argh*
nvm i noe ive got yingli wif miee.
nv had a fren or shld i say junior like her before.
no attitude or no airs at all.
hmmtu tu bird no3 is miee.
huisze is du ku bird. lols.
yingli is xiao piny koony =p
ok lah sorry is xiao ham ham. -.-
zhimin is e ku ku bird i tink.
ai sey!
another affliations.
weets!=)
lurv dem lots...LOL!
k lah.
stop here le.
blog again tmrw.
lastly i wan say,

yingli and xiaoting frens forever! moo-uacks. lol im not a les. >.<

luving euu more each day. i noe euu are owaes wif miee. hehes dun cry in klas again. i lurv e words euu draw in muah books. [:

buhbye everyone! ^^

2005-07-04T20:25:00.000-07:00

hmm.
blog for today.
din do aniting.
stayed @ home.
play com.
stare here and dere.
hex hex.
been thinking alot.
mayb i shldn't in e 1st place.
studies shld be muah priority. [:
other things can come later.
things aren't e same animore.
shld not be grieving over it now.
things will be aiighte =)
yeay!
get back to muah cheerful mood.
hex hex.
yes im back to normal.
i shld be concentrating on studies now.
hmm.
got ta get baq to muah hmwk.
burbyee.

a normal miee again. [:

haix

2005-07-03T22:34:00.000-07:00

euu may tink im unreasonable yah? but it isn't wat euu tink. in watever of e case, i may be @ fault. so yah im a problematic gal. im tinking too much. so all e problems lies wif mue. hmmm if euu are reading dis, pls dun tell mue anithing next time.. i wudn't wan to noe. i rather noe nutting den noe anithing. im stress wif muah skool work and anie arde thing else. but nobody understands e situation im facing now.. mayb euu say euu noe, but e fact is euu don't.. okay so rit now im waiting for e answer. i noe e outcome wudnt be wat i wan. so jz let it go? nvm mayb im doing a gd deed.
i lurf euu daddy.. <33

i wish for a happy relationship, a happy family, muahself to be gd in studies seriously(i hate to be crying wen i cant do muah hmwk ='( ), happy friendship.. y cant everyone jz be happy? hais.. i guess i hab more problems den anyone.

hmmm now watching tveee and completed muah el portfolio.. ready to hand up on tues [: maths too. finish drawing e graph. [: okay everything is fine now. i shld be happiee...ahaks. get back to tveee and chinese hmwk.. buhbyee [:

2005-07-02T14:55:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. here to blog again.

past 2 days no blog..

so busy wif skool work.. tired*

yup lessons were fun in klas. but ystd i was really tired.
slept in klas e whole day. 1st it was science, catch a small nap here and dere but ms julianah din noe. but i was guilty for tt. =[ i din wan sleep during her lessons but... hais. but i did listen some things she taught so, could @ least underst.

hmmm den after her lesson was cme. i sleep again but was apparently woke up by ms seeto. argh..

aft tt was geog. i did listen to mrs pathy's lesson for awhile, but awhile later i fell aseep again den i woke up to do e wkbk. so tired..

during recess, i din went down.
stay in klas, SLEEP.
for bout 25 minutes.
another psk aso sleeping..

den it was el.
i din sleep.
?!@#%
guess im not tired aniemore.
i was busie doing e mindmap for compo.
@ last im doing sth for el.

yeap den soon after was chinese, den skool end liaos.
tcher come talk to mie.
ask miee if i hab anie probs in e different subj.
i replied ok loh.
den she made miee copy notes for chemistry de.
it was sec3's work we are currently learning so dun really noe how( as euu can see, muah science is weak.)
den i was lyk so sad.
i jz felt lyk muah studies is so poor.
den hab to be spot check by tcher.
haix*
den she aso ask us stay back, talk to us.
bout..
ystd some of muah frens and mue runaway frm mrs ong.
we din want to stay back do hr.
she's unreasonable!
argh*

went for band prac... den went home..

i guess i hab so much hmwk to do. ='(

now im gg out. mayb blog in later bahs. buhbyee

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2005-06-29T21:12:00.000-07:00

today hab d & t lessons. not as bad as i tink. finally understand d & t for once. yup muas do e folio for e night light. ok im gonna put in more effort to do =) ok so afterall mdm hamidah was not tt fierce. but da*n, i fell asleep during her lessons. argh* ok i promise not to fall asleep during her lessons animore and i really mean it =]

after recess change seating arrangements. da*n im sitting rit in front in e centre summore. y cant i be @ e side? not in e centre will do. haix. nvm nutting can change e fact tt im sitting dere. ok i shudn't be so sad. i shud be tinking tt i will pay more attention sitting dere instead of e old one; spend more time on talking instead of paying attention. hmphh* in front of miee; whiteboard- can SEE beta LOL!, left; tanya- she's gd in EL so muah EL can improve.. mayb, right; fai-not sure bout tt; and behind- mingqi. ahaks beside mingqi is aarthi. both beside miee and her is 2 indians pro in EL so tink tcher made a right choice by putting e both of dem beside us. =p but sh*t, tt person is sitting near miee again. everytime aso lidat! music lesson muas sit wif him now in klas again sit near miee. argh* y cant i jz be put far far away frm him... HMPH! nvm jz dun face tt direction and ill not see him. YES! 1 impt ting, i muas study hard so can faster change place so can sit wif e psks`.' gonna miss talking to dem for sure =( actually sitting wif e psks` can study but jz not enuff for miee. i need MOTIVATION!! OMG! can sumone puh-lease give it to miee? -.- lols. yah study hard more impt. for muahself ^^

today a sad maths lesson. i did muah hmwk yet muas stand cus forgot to bring notebook. haix. but i learnt muah lesson... i jz put e book in muah bag jz now in case i forget again. "hmmmm=D" okay so i shud not be sseeing muahself standing up again. tts for sure! =) ok im off to muah maths hmwk and d & t folio. nitey to all. haf a gd sleep today and start new tmrw.

jiayou xt!

2005-06-28T21:37:00.000-07:00

fcuk! everying goes bad for mie at home. i hate muah life @ home. i jz cant stop muahself frm crying. ='[ i dun enjoy crying @ all, its a torture for miee. haix life is owaes lidat for miee. wen im happy in skool, i will be unhappy @ home. haix. if i can hab a choice i wudnt wan muah family @ all. i hate all of dem. but happy is tt everyting goes well for miee in skool. despite sleeping in klas for a very short while, i still manage to do e maths assignment in klas. today maths learn new chapter, Graphs of Quadratic Functions. i roughly noe how to do. quite a fun subj muas draw curve de. heEx =p today habhmwk on tt so muas go do later. den aso muas go do chinese newspaper article though e dateline is on 21 july. scared i not enuff time to do. early do beta den late do rit? "hmmmm =DD" ahaks.

yup and ystd 1st day of skool. didnt blog bout it. it was quite aiighte for mie. sad news came along. Mr Ching no longer our form tcher wef ystd. he said tt he was ask to teach 4/5 as their tcher retire. haix can see tt he quite sad. but nvm our klas tee will still keep his big name their. aniwae thank him alot. luckily, he's still our maths tcher. ^^ and one da*n ting. everi friday muas stay back, revise do hmwk. hu lao shi-mdm oh gonna spot check on miee. see if i'd complete all muah hmwk. after everi single lesson muas make notes too. life's gg to be a busie and hard one for ME! so shall spend less time on com and phone. =[

oyah. today aso got assembly. e tcher mention bout subj combination..
The subject combination i want...
Option B;El MT MA SS+EH SC(P/C) CORE GEO/BIO A MA. hmmm. tis shud be 3/2 i tink. =)

or if i can, i will choose...
Option C;EL MT MA SS+EH/EG CHEM PHY A MA. YUP. tis shud be 3/3. will try to see if can.

today band prac as per normal. hehe. e thing tt i onie enjoy during band prac is tt can see muah frens, play wif yingli, talk nonsense wif her etc. mayb guess im jz e attitude type. nope tts not miee for sure =]

forget to mention 1 terrible thing, our klas got quite bad for EL tis yr. wondering WHY... hmmm our msg suppose to be 3.8 but got a 5.4!! last year @ least wif mrs lee arnd our klas did quite gd among e sec1 klases. but now... terrible + horrible. hate her. dunlyk her to teach us EL. bound to fail. no choice. stop muahself frm falling asleep during her "interesting" klas and pay attention. teach us until so lousy yet dare question us and ask us to reflect WHY we did not achieve tt target tt was set for us. DOT loh her! haix. jz hope tt i dun fail anie of muah EL common tests. k lah enuff of blabbering, go do hmwk liaos. buhbye. NITEY =)

2005-06-26T21:48:00.000-07:00

yeaps! today i finish a big portion of muah maths. =) im proud of tt. finally finish drawing oll e graphs. spent bout nearly 1 hour on graph. and i completed oll e 4 questions. tick many circles on e wkst wich im supposed to tick wen complete each of dem. onie manage to do maths... gg to do muah chinese newspaper articles later. hope i able to complete. hmmmm. den later aso muas go pack muah bag. wonder how will e day be for muee tmrw... i wish no scoldings frm tcher and most imptly, i will not sleep in klas! muah target for today, sleep before 11. okay i aso wan do tt.. *.* tmrw is a new start for miee. i will start studying hard.. pass oll subjects. okay im off to muah chinese hmwk. buhbye. nitey! =)

jiayou, xt

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2005-06-24T23:53:00.000-07:00

now i noe e person who really can understands mue is euu. thanx alot aniwae =) aniwae both of us hab e same probs too. to him; sorry in wateva of e case. i seriously hab nutting to say. to tt euu* will euu be muah fren forever? hope so.

afternoon went to seoul garden wif nazi and pat. waaaa stay dere for quite a long time, eat until vy full. *burp* den we sat dere chatting and eating @ e same time. we took alot of mushrooms and eat it up treating it as if its s i square. heEx. ok we are not bad. its she e one hu is bad! pat tell mue tt s i square actually challenge or shld i say demand her to eat pig sh*t if she( si ²) cud play La Storia beta den her(pat). pro! s i square can play even beta den sl ley. wtf loh and even look down on yingli saying tt she cud not play. she can play wan hor! and dun tink euu are tt gd okay. faster scram if euu join band jz to be in e 1st. dun eva look down on 2nd and 3rd. dey are impt aso loh. fancy a sec1 threatening ur sl lidis. who do euu tink euu are? clarinUt* section wun die wifout euu. mayb wifout euu we can even be more beta..and to tt person; waaa so close wif si² yet backstabbing her behind. NOT jz backstab and even open a friendster account for her. Nice nice. how i wish i can hab sucha gd frens.. pui loh! nvm i shan't hab anitingy to do wif tt her animore. in case everiting becomes muah fault again. wateva she do is her probs i shld not be interferring, scold miee @ muah back for all euu wan i dun mind.. to s³q² be thankful tt @ least dere's seniors to teach euu all lah, wat for create this and that? if all euu all clever, learn by all means urself dun depend on e sec3s seniors.. but aniwae, muah chicken family still rawks! yingli huisze zhimin and mue. =) ok back to seoul garden....sitting beside us was a couple. hungry ghost* hmmm saw e food on their table all lyk veggies. alot of food.. waaa den i was lyk laffing all e way bcus of tt. i was full upon seeing e veggies on their table. FULL OF veggies. *,* den dey aso took alot of fruits. all e different kind of fruits tt was available dey took some of each. den i was telling pat tt dere were no more honeydews left, pat den notice all e honeydews had been taken away by dem. wat sia take so much. -.- den we saw their behaviour so funny den we keep on laffing. ok miee and nazi hab a face wich is "hmmmmm..." den our mouth vy funny lidat. we create ourselves de ley. *stupid face* ahhas :D den aft eating we quickly go take bus 198 to je library do hmwk. saw jazreel and christine dere den their table big so pat ask us to share wif dem so we go over.. ok wat i do was jz cutting out chinese newspaper articles for doing e holidae assignment. e two of dem soon left liaos. heEx den we can occupy e whole table. ok i was mad. i was lazy and din really wan do hmwk so i begin making noise here and dere. i created a baseball and e ting wich can use to hit e ball wif newspaper and started throwing arnd to hit pat and nazi. nazi den get quite fed-uP wif miee cus i was damn irritating keep beating her. lols.. but she did beat miee back too! argh >.< buhbyeee ="]">

2005-06-23T23:58:00.000-07:00

today im happy and aso sad. happy; i did alot of maths again =) *proud* even w/o e help of pat i can do. jz refer to e answers behind try to figure out y e answer is..... den i noe how to do liaos. pro rit? ahhaks =p den nazi aso got help miee but most of dem i figure out muahself. gd! =) completed 2 chinese bk review. hiak hiak* ^.- but maths still unfinished, dere are still some exercises tt needta be done.. sian diaos* today i aso did e cover page for muah chinese newspaper article for competition i tink, duno lahs jz do loh. but muas do 10, i din even start on 1 yet. sur cannot finish.. haix. holiday hmwk left lit grp work (christine say she do den skool reopen i edit *relieved :D) , geog mindmap + notes (not yet touched *.*) , history wkst (not yet touched *.*) , el 10 book reviews + 5 newspaper articles (ALL DONE*happy =D) , sci wkst (done some*-.-) , d & t (completed designs, concept map and design brief^left design situation...) ok so its bout all these left undone. shld be quite aiighte for miee lahs, @ least i did muah hmwk dis time round.. proud tt i do hmwk *hehex =]

sad ; received 5 hurting msgs frm him and i cry on e spot. y am i so useless? im real pathetic. be it in studies or watsoever. REAL PATHETIC* its such pain. i dun lyk tis @ all. hurting muee wif such words? lost for words. jz hope tt everyting will be fine wen i wake up frm muah dreams. will muah dreams aso turn out lyk so pathetic? i duno.

2005-06-22T21:19:00.000-07:00

yeay! today is a happy day for muee. really happy =) i did muah maths. completed really alot, those tt i duno lah. e following is muah maths holiday hmwk ;

Day 1:
Ex-5a. 1c, h, l, n, q, t, x, 2c, g & k ALL DONE!! *=)*

Day 2 to 3:
Ex-5b. 1c, f, t, l, o, r, 2b, d, f, h, 3c, f, i & 5 Left 3i & 5.

Day 4 to 5:
Ex 5c. 3, 6, 9, 12, 15, 18, 21, 24, 27, 30, 33, 36, 39, 42 ALL DONE!! *=)*

Day 6 to 7:
Ex 5d. 12, 15, 18, 21, 24, 27, 30, 33, 36, 39, 42, 45 ALL DONE!! *=)*

Day 8 to 10:
Ex 5e. 3, 6, 9, 12, 15, 18, 21, 24, 27, 30, 33, 36, 39, 42, 45, 48, 51, 53, 57 & 60 Left 48, 51, 53, 57 & 60.

Day 11 to 13:
Review Ex 6. 1a to 1i, 2a to 2h, 6a & b Left 2a to 2h, 6a & b.

Day 14 to 16:
Review Ex 7. 1a to 1j, 2f to 2k, 3a to 3d, 4 & 5 Left 3a to 3d, 4 & 5.

Day 17 to 18:
Review Ex 8. 1e, 1f, 1g, 11, 13 and 14 ALL UNDONE!! *=[*

Day 19 to 21:
Review Ex 9. 2c, 6, 8 & 11 ALL UNDONE!! *=[*

Day 22 to 30:
REST AND RELAX.... ?!@#%

ok so i really did quite alot. today manage to understand quite alot of sums. pat taught miee how to do and i tink i can absorb e formula blah blah aldat lah. thanks alot to euu but i aso help euu rit in chinese. heh heh! =D anyway i really did hmwk in e library today. and i manage to borrow comics back home to read. ok i tink i'll read dem afte most of muah hmwk is completed. tink tmrw muas start chiong-ing chinese newspaper articles. 10 and not a single of dem is completed. tink im gonna die frm doing dem but nvm i will do dem by hook or by crook. *.* ok tmrw will update on wat else hmwk i hab completed more.. yah mayb tmrw gg to library to chiong again. hopefully i can succeed in completing EVERY SINGLE PIECE OF HOLIDAY HMWK i haf! ok end here. go rest liao buhbyee ^.*

boringgg...

2005-06-22T00:29:00.000-07:00

ahhh. today another boring day for muee. spent ystd and today do those difficult maths qns tt i duno how to do. hmmm jz manage to a few sums ystd + today. lousy mood to do lah. dis few days so lousy to do muah hmwk properly, jz anyhow scibble sumting. but @ least i do rit? ok its considered gd. today rest more lohs, den start to chong muah work tmrw properly. tink muas start chinese le. not even do a single assignment yet. im e chinese rep so yup i muas set a gd example *.* ok i say so i muas really do it. so sian de holiday is meant for us to rest but yet a mountain of hmwk is piling up esp for mie i guess. hmmm. last semester not yet complete de hmwks i aso hab to try to complete dem asap. hmmmm duno wat i hab been doing in klas de last half of e year. lazy=sleep=fail exams. arghh! i hate sleeping in klas but @ e same time i enjoy too. ok muas tell muaself to stay awake @ all times during lesson time. =))

mua aim grades for next semester ;
el-B4 *60 and above zZz sian subj
ma-B4 *60 and above ^TryToDoMuahBestInMaths#PROMISE^ =)
chi-A1 *75 and above ^^
sci-C6 *hmmm..at least 55.* *contented* =)
hist-B4 *6o and above
geog-C6 *50 and above can liaos.
lit-C6 *50 and above can liaos.
d & t- *tinking in progress* ;]

muah grades for mid year =[
el-C6
ma-D7 *disappointed, commontestpulldownmuahgrades* =(
chi-A2
sci-D7 *coulddhavefarebetter* =(
his-C6
geog-D7 *lousy*
lit-D7 *haix*
hE-B4

ok muah marks are out. freaking lousy. din even bother to spend more time on each subjects...all put in last minute work. tinking tt it will help but actually it doesnt @ all.. too gullible liaos..seriously speaking im regretting over it now..argh no point. no use crying over spilt milk eh..jz hope tt i will treat dis as a lesson to mie to inspire miee to start working hard for next semester.. aft wat he said to miee i noe wat i wan and i will work hard for it..i shan't disappoint muah frens, parents & aso teachers.. and most importantly muahself..after e next common test result i should not not be sitting down dere crying lyk wat i did aft muah results were out on 11 may i tink.. which ever date it is lah. hmmmm. trying to figure which study method is best for miee.. ok i will find it out one day. hmmmm

Plans to achieve beta grades for next semester...
1. study/revise for @ least 2 hours after come home from school.
2. keep muahself away frm e com wen dere's hmwk to be complete for e day.
3. use e com onie wen dere's 1 hmwk for e day.
4. use e phone for less than half an hour a day,
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hmmm.. wen i tink of more le den fill in.. heex =p

ok tink i end muah entry for today here le.. go play flooding game but duno dey still in e mood not.. if dey ain't i go ore ore le i tink.. hmmm. nitey to all. swit dreams...

happy fathers day *-)

2005-06-19T22:54:00.000-07:00

ahaks =D nutting much to blog. today stayed at home e whole day. watch tv,, do hmwk. =) oyah today is fathers' day. wish my dad a happy fathers' day, daddy* too =p and to all e father-s in e world. wish my dad stay happy and healthy forever. here i wana tell him, although i din talk much to euu i actually i lurf euu alot, i dun hate euu anymore and realise tt euu actually care for miee alot. jz wan say a big thank you to euu! ^oO^ ok i tink he lurf dis colour so i use dis for today. ahaks *-)) hmm he*daddy muas be sleeping now, so gd nyts ey.

haPPy faTHers' DAy tO All! esp muah dad*daddy *-)

a shopping day for miee ^^

2005-06-18T21:09:00.000-07:00

as usual today din stay @ home, went out wif nazi again. we went to lot 1. go dere shop shop. i bought many tings. @ 1st went to more than words. bought stickers tt cud be pasted on handphone de. quite nice, mine is soccer de ley. so cool =)) i lurf it. den aso bought a spring-like tingy keychain. seems fun to play wif den i buy lohs. im owaes so tempted to buy tings. xp hmmmm nvm tts miee. if i dun, den i aren't xiaoting le. ahaks....den i aso bought a dark pink monkey and a cat. e monkey is lyk scratching its bodee den e cat is sleeping wif its head lying on a pillow. looks so cute =) i luv it too! aiya practically i luv all e keychains i bought today. all so interesting & cute. another keychain i bought was a shoe. its orange in colour plus some dark pink and white here and dere. but is vy nice. e last keychain i bought was at jp, a 3D cube. orange in colour. Hug me ; Love me ; Miss me ; Kiss me ; Need me ; Hold me was on e 6 sides of e cube. meaningful =') ive aso bought a green colour pouch for putting mua phone. and a dark pink star ear-stud. den we went back jp we went to many shops walk here walk dere. den i rmbered i went into a shop. i was lyk a mad woman lidat keep on luffing. lyk really very funny. wahahahas. my siao-ness is coming back again. i jz cant control mua laughter. but tt is gd. @ least im happy den sad. i enjoy laffing. hehex ^^

shud i say its a happy news for miee? yah, today daddy told miee tt he's whole family noe bout us. den his parents aso nv objected or wat. dey even ask him to treat miee well. heh heh =D so euu noe wat euu shud do liaos ryt. hmmmm. den tt time saw his mum wif him on parent teachers meeting. but i din dare walk over to say a hello or wat. jz stunn den faster walk away. his mum seems friendly to miee so afterall i tink everything shud be aiighte for miee lah. nuting seems to be obstructing =) ok i tink i really shld change my mind of thinking. e way i treated him. and e way he treated miee is totally different i can say. but i duno. see how lahs. i muas change and i noe i can do it. jiayou xt! and now i tink i quite tired le. go rest awhile. everyone early nyts hehe =))

klas outing =))

2005-06-18T00:42:00.000-07:00

hehex. today went out at 11. suppose to mit wanlin @ 10.30 but i delayed e time cus i was busy editing mua blog stuffs. really feel so bad to let her keep waiting for miee. =p den damn bus (198) so slow waited so long....den 174 came by so take lohs. but reach jp alrdy quite late. near to 11.30 le. ahaks. im well-known to be late so a vy sorry to all mua frens. heEx. mayb ur can consider gg out half an hour later e time we are suppose to mit. tis way, i wun be late eh? dot dot. -.-"' den aft mit her @ jp bus 30 we went pengyang house. ok i can say its jz a waste. we went to his house jz to sit in his uncle lorry, his uncle drive us to west coast. and e food his father bring dere later on @ arnd 3 plus. so we aren't suppose to help carry anyting dere. =)

hmmm....den @ 1st go dere quite sian de. girls oni 4 malay girls; shahira, nurul, nadiah, fatin. 2 chinese girls; miee and wan lin. @ 1st we reach dere went dere e mac mum mum lunch den aft mum mum le so sian we go dere walk arnd play playground den so sian! ayleen din come den e stupid psk(christine) haben do finish hmwk dad dun allow her go. hahaks =DD den we tot of playing vball so we decided go home take loh since so early oni 1plus so she aso follow miee go home take. den aft tt we took 198 to jurong east e duno where lah buy some more stuffs for e chalet. no hab mua favourite greentea ley, so we buy 2. heEx =) den wen walking out, surprisingly saw hafiz ivan and fhaizal dere. den i was lyk huh? ok lah den of cus jz continue to walk. walking near to e exit le. i "huh?" again. saw randy dere. den he ask us accompany him inside e library find e rest but we waited outside. den afta long time we coincidentally met e rest. at 1st randy wan hide de. but duno y not successful lah. he's stupid aiighte =))

finally, reach e bbq pit again den miee and wanlin play vball 1st den aft tt e 4 malay gals joined us. so fun sey i can tell euu. really loh. at 1st i tot we will not mix wif dem but instead its otherwise. we play wif dem. damn fun loh. 1st time i enjoy playing wif dem =) or shud i say its e 1st time i play wif dem? ahaks...i duno. but anyway really damn fun. mie nadiah wanlin is a grp den shahira fatin and nurul another grp. yea and of cus our grp win. ahem....we pro eh. a strong team i can say. to fatin; if euu are reading mua blog, pls do not be envious of us aiighte. we are jz tt GOOD, hehex =p
den aft playing vball decided to change to playing soccer instead. we moved to a bigger field to play. waaaaaaaa....damn fun even more fun den vball i can tell euu. although bit rough i enjoyed muaself alot really =)) guess e rest too eh? hehes. mua soccer team includes wanlin and nurul. e arde team include shahira fatin and nadiah. WANLIN IS A GD GOALKEEPER =D really ley! although she's a wmsmyd`psk, waaaa...she guard vy well. many time e opponent team try to kick e ball in, she owaes manage to catch e ball. ok i tink its e opponent team lousy bah cus got FATIN. hehex jk. mua grp haf a tactic to deal wif dem. and tt is to " roarrrrr " at their team members wen dey are kicking e ball. hehe. miee funny sia. shouting here and dere lyk nobody's business. ahaks....aft e match ended, fatin keep complaining i cheated cus i " roarrrrr " @ her. =p damn funny and amusing wen i quarrel wif her. in a joking manner lah. but i can tell euu; fatin, " hey, ur grp win in e soccer game, leng leng lah. but we win e vball so 1-1 lah. fair yeay. hehex. ok afterall its really nice to play wif e malay girls in mua klas. one word FUN! ^^

ok after playing its time to start e fire le. but we make vy long le still not successful. finally,, mr ching came. den he manage to start e fire aldat lah. thanks to him =)) den start bbq le loh. waaaa...e stupid randy wat iron chef as we called him during our chalet tt time waaaaa. wan compete wif miee see hu's chicken wing nicer. to randy pornstar`iron chef; dun call miee pornstar anymore hor and my chicken wing is definitely nicer den urs kaes! bu yao xiao kan wo hor. and im metal chef,, more powerful den euu. euu iron i metal. metal is definitely bigger =))

during e time bbq-ing, manage to spend time talking to mr ching bout our life esp during el lessons. its damn boooooring we can say. everyone will be either talking making lots of noise or either sleeping. for miee ne, dunneed guess. of cus sleep lah! hu will be so bo liao talk3. rather spend e time on sleeping. *.- but im e unlucky one,, most of e time oni miee will be scolded. duno y her(ms leong ^say her name make miee feel lyk falling aslp....zzzz) eyes so sharp oni notice miee and scold miee more. argh =x wateva it is lah, scold miee for all euu wan. i dun really mind X)) dot dot den aso ask him bout e klas tee. ok he told us skool reopen we can get it. FREE-SIZE SOMEMORE. -.- se mo? really weird ley him, where got free-size de? 1st time hear before. nvm since he say den counts loh. den spend quite some time chatting wif him. bout 8 plus lidat he told us he need go off liaos. so we took some photos before he go. quite smoky de pics haha =D den i aft tt help randy dey all bbq more chicken wings den we pack up liaos. andy told miee no more fishball but wen i down dere packing i saw a big packet of FISHBALLS!! TO ANDY; hope euu can go check ur eye-sight one of tis days. and anyway thanx for helping miee to bbq mua chickenwing and fishball. ok lah its edible =)) waaa....i was picking up somefishball for myself, got afew drop on floor. den i was tinking: " ok, i shud not be wasting e food let it lying on e floor. so i decided to throw it @ e boys who are playing soccer jz nearby. hehe i manage to hit some of e boys. hiak hiak. but i was aso aim @. dey use ice loh. so wet. nvm i aso got throw back. @ 1st got tink of playing water bomb de. but no plastic bag and some of us aso nv bring extra clothes. aft packing up liaos e whole lot of us went to climb e pyramid......waaa. it was indeed a "fun" experience for miee. XD i'll make sure if e next time i wan go climb again, i will bring along a liquid paper, hiak hiak. ((: aft tt we went to play arde playground aso. its been ages since i play playground. i shall make some visits dere wen i hab e time =) den it was quite late liao, near to 10. we decided to go home liaos. tired....today really vy fun.
mua another memories of 2/1...

and one ting, i begin to fall in lurfe with SOCCER!! =]

hahaks.

2005-06-16T21:54:00.000-07:00

ok today went skool wif jiayi...take cd from farhan den both of us went to mit up wif pat. both of dem accompany miee go collect mua phone. FINALLY! ahaks ok den we went jp. jiayi go buy pencil case. i initially aso wan buy de but aft awhile decide not to buy le. hmph! X( dun wan be similar wif tt person and its aso ex lahs. X) den aft tt jiayi went home 1st,, miee and pat went e kopitiam mum mum. yum yum =)

aft eating we went to boonlay mac do hmwk together. heEx i pro ley. do mua science until half way pat ask miee to help her wif her chinese newspaper article so i read le den summarise e point for her. omg! i actually help her do wen i muaself actually need do 1o. ahaks...but nvm i will do mine vey fast de so rest assure. actually quite fun de do chinese today den realise. hehex.. ok i tink i dun use e xin qi wu zhou bao i jz use normal de lah if tcher scold den i re-do loh no big deal mah. but aso nv sell mah during holidays so cannot blame miee ((: at least i try to do. hope he can see some improvements in miee. im not exactly tt lazy i can actually study. jz whether i wan or dunwan. so now im telling euu* mua answer is YES! haf confident in miee. i will do well next semester. =] dun give up on miee. i will study hard and i promise =)) hmmm not sure if he will hab e time to read not. ahaks...he seems quite busy. busy slimming down? dots....hurhurs~ ok muas be careful wif mua words in case he really read lyk he peep @ wanlin's blog lidat. hahax =DD oyah tmrw is e bbq he will be coming mah. not sure ley pengyang say he coming. hmmm hope so lah. oyah i muas applaud him for his generousity too! helping us to pay aso. heEx. luv him to bits man. -.-" ok lah jz hope he wud be coming. yah and now i suddenly tink of mrs lee's funny phrase and tt is: " What?! i pay for the chalet and yet you all still want me to pay for the food? " hurhurs~ den pengyang replied: " Ok lah, you don't pay. we pay. and you don't eat our food lohs. " so funny hahaax but now tt she's no longer around sometimes tink of her will miss her craps *.^ hope she's habing a nice time dere wif her husband. hahaks. =D

yah and one idiotic incident tt happen today. wen we were @ e boon lay mac. L T + B H - * -* =__ scolded us. lyk wana beat us up lidat jz bcus we laff...hahaks funny sia. den we faster pack up and ran off. vooom~ we were soon out of e mac. thank god. =) i hate bullies! and ppl hu wan beat miee. ='( argh nvm i wun wan mit into bulies again. ahhas.

ok lah tink end here le. quite a long entry for today. and tmrw 2/1 is having a bbq at west coast. hope it will be a fun one. ((: nitey to all. buhbye. ^.-

a day.

2005-06-15T20:26:00.000-07:00

ok today as usual went for sectionals. met up wif yingli @ e bustop. it was raining heavily. haa. hate e wheather but aso lurf it @ e same time. lols. ok today's sectional not so boring afterall i hab got yingli wif miee. she's fun to hang out wif. jz tt her evil grins. * bleahs* =p
today we played oni queenspark melody. sorry to asl-edwin wasted so much of his time cus i was trying to teach yingli from e beginning. hmmm den huisze ok lah patricia teach her. to huisze; it was fun afterall eh? she used to teach muee lastime too. hurhurs~ =DD i tink she aso quite gd at her clarinet now. show much more enthusiasm den e arde 2 of dem. ok nvm bout tt. den i was surprise huisze actually ask miee for e scores of guan huai fang shi. she is learning e song slowly now. hahax. tink she can master it after afew more practices. i admit im lousy at my clarinet. seriously speaking is damn lousy lohs not jz lousy. wen i come into e band i dun even noe how to play a single bar of e score. i jz stare blindly look at patricia play.. hahax im kinda retarded and lousy. ok now i manage to play. lols. quite a nice song. hehex ^^ den today i onu manage to teach huisze abit. but enjoy teaching her. shes funny too, owaes laffing. wif zhimin arnd shes aso lidat now w/o her arnd aso lidat. hahax both of dem real funny sia. isit tt i look too funny or e way i speak to euu? ahhax.
i aso manage to teach yingli queenspark frm bar 5 to............actually its easy to teach her. jz tt mayb shes confused wif e fingerings in e scores. and tt she easily forget wat e note is. haha. and ive tot of a new way to teach e juniors. e bar i tot of dividing dem up den for those very fast e notes i will try to see e pattterns den it will be very easy to move e fingers le. i tried it and i indeed manage to play. ok i will go figure out new ways to look @ at a score. hmmm. =)

to tt euu. wateva euu do is none of our business. hate miee all euu wan i dun give a damn! euu din come for sectionals ok, euu are not feeling well. ok den hope euu get well soon aiighte? rest well too! dun bother to explain more to us. we din say anyting ryt, y so scared if euu did nutting wrong in e 1st place? i din wan euu to explain anyting to us wat. i ardy forgive euu before dis. but seeing euu at jp in e afternoon instead of @ skool for sectional dis morning makes mieee so confuse,, to believe euu or not. euu claim tt euu not feeling well. but patricia aso mah and e rest of us too mah. we are practically very tired out lohs. den euu tink euu got reason dun come? pls give miee 1o reasons y i and e rest shud believe euu again and we'll forgive euu. i make my words. if euu are reading dis. dun be angry or wat. no offence or wat. j

to tt attitude ****, pls dun say euu will not forgive *** wen euu are wrong in e 1st place. doing all sorts of nonsense @ her back yet trying to be gd wif her infront. full-time hypocrite! ok im one i dun deny tt. but euuu. hmmm nvm enuff e whole blog ive been grumbling none stop.

tok bout arde tings den. aft sectionals went to 399 collect my phone. hais den e person say not yet ready, collect tmrw. den sian go jp. saw moon kian on e bus 30 den reach jp go mum mum together at long john. chatted for quite a long time den moon kian go home. pat nazi jiayi and miee went library do hmwk. damn saw some pioneer sec 1s de doing their CIP hours dere. den @ 1st got some misunderstandings i tot a boy was scolding us den i shout back to dem den faster ran off~ hurhurs =D den jiayi and nazi told muee e boy was scolding his fren lah den i so paiseh. den i went back dere saysorry den faster ran off again. hehe *.^ saw ruiqiang and fanny at library. *stunn* den we were trying to peep den e sec1s pioneer sec e dey were packing e books den got 1 person bao toh miee to one of e librarian say i play wateva shit lah den e librarian scolded miee. wth?! haiya he stupid e lah. nvm den got 1 time he walk past us go e duno wat room den jiayi told miee he bao toh miee de den i scold him: " What wan beat miee isit? " , haha den he say: "Beat lah come lah!" but he himself walk very fast away haha. funny de ley him. he really dot dot dot. ok one day i shall go find out his name and make fren wif him. hiak hiak XD today went to popular aso den bought a black-brownish pen, a notebook batman de looks kinda funny, a file got my fav cartoon character de ley. hehex tink is bunny sylvester and duno wat lah but very nice and aso stickers smiley faces de. so cute. i want put e stickers in e notebook. record my daily feelings =)) lols. den aft tt we accompany patricia to jurong polyclinic. den aft tt we went home le lohs. hope patricia get well soon ^^ hahax

hmmm tink end here le lah sucha long entry again. dun wish to talk anything bout tt fcuking guy in my blog,, dirty my blog nia. another full-time hypocrite. sec3 le still wan to act childish. and pls dun go bother her anymore le loh. she hab got nutting to do wif euu. go mind ur own business aiighte? ok lah stopping here. buhbye ^.^

band outing. =]

2005-06-14T22:39:00.000-07:00

ok today we went to sentosa for band outing. tink e seniors enjoyed themselves alot. =] and again mua face is as usual, sunburn! ok i tink i really need sunblock e nextime. argh ok lah at least better haha. not lyk tt psk hu wanted to sunburn so much but cannot. lols. ahhas =D ok hope hab more band outings. tink i ryt until here bah really tired now. and tmrw is our last sectionals ok can see her again. hehex but i tink she's aso looking forward to seeing mue lahs. hurhurs =) and finally can get back for mua phone tmrw le. miss it so much. yeay and aso gg to jp library do hmwk. hope i can finish many hmwk by tmrw,, ahhha. ok gtg rest now. to be continued....... ^.^

"BENJAMIN IS MUA IDOL =] O1O HEHEX =p"

2005-06-13T22:50:00.000-07:00

ok mua entry for today. today went to skool for sectional again. ahhas =D den ok im fine wif edwin liaos. thanks to e help of BM and patricia. and thanx to bm muas shake hand. funny hurr? lols. ok really thanx alot if not now we are still fighting wif each arde. as for wat he say bout edwin not sur true not but anyway its over le so dun care lah. e present is gd so lets remain it dis way. [: hehex. den aso many tings happen. tink bcus e 2 juniors show attitude or wat to patricia 1st den she bcum lyk so-call angry but is unavoidable. everybody will lidat. ahhas. dot dot wat am i saying? hmmmm. and yah yingli is back. but mua life is gonna be miserable again. ok jz hope tt nutting will happen. =p anyway miss her alot too wen she's not in s'pore. now tt she's back. hiak hiak XD ok ok den aft tt went wif some seniors and nazi to mum mum. den aft tt mue nazi and pat went to lot 1 cus i wana buy a vball frm dere. notice it quite a long time ago. yeay! today finally bought it! =] den mue and nazi took some sticker prints again. quite nice. lolx but pat dunwan take wif us. ok nextime it shall be. den aft tt nazi went home den mue and pat go her under block dere play awhile vball den...................... i went home. den quite tired de now but dun feel lyk sleeping felt lyk doing hmwk again =] hmmm i tink go do d & t bah. and tink dun sleep too late bah cus tmrw got band outing to sentosa. ok i tink i will overslept hahax =p ok i shall end here le got to go liaos. im off. buhbye ^_^

2005-06-12T20:57:00.000-07:00

ok. im here to blog again. jz finish mua 1st newspaper article den decided to come here to blog. ok at least im doing it fine [: actually quite fun lah doing it. can ryt so much tings. hurhurs. and yup forget to mention another ting. i manage to complete 8 bk reviews ystd. but its with e help of nazi. but anyway i aso got do lah. so proud of muaself for e 1st time. its e 1st time i actually do bk review. from wat i can remember, i didnt do any last year, tis year aso. wahahahas =D ok and mua handwriting is getting uglier and messier. and its so teeny weeeny small. i guess e tcher wudnt be able to read. but who cares. as long as i can read. ahhas c= today i was staying at home e whole day. yeay. i muas learnt how to stay at home and do hmwk [: hmmm. now im finding it fun to do hmwk. not tt difficult afterall but 1st i muas find e patience to do it lah. lolx. im beginning to love it.

haha

2005-06-10T23:07:00.000-07:00

ok. now is 11.07 and im still trying to chiong all mua hmwk. now im trying to figure out how to do tt chemistry wkst. mua mond is in complete blank but no matter wat im still gg to do it somehow. its sure gonna tired mue out. lots of hmwk still waiting for mue. so i tink not gg to be lazy anymore lahs. but im owaes saying it and not doing it. argh =\ wateva. ok im off to mua science. buhbye ^.-

2005-06-09T20:05:00.000-07:00

today we hab sectionals and i manage to attend. hmmm. den played a few pieces. sorry to e 2 juniors i admit i was fierce and sort of impatient or wat showing attitude. i duno wat gotten into mue. no mood to guide dem or wat. mayb it was jz all mua fault. wateva it is sorry. bout him i duno mayb wen one of tis days wen he come for sectionals i will talk it out wif him. no point fighting over such matters. jz hope everyting will be fine and he can stop saying bout mue behind mue anymore. band camp is lidat now aso lidat. arghh! nvm. all tis is gg to end one day. aft tt mue and jiayi went boonlay mac mum mum stayed dere quite awhile before we go home. dun felt lyk coming home @ all. so sian. hmmmm den e whole late afternoon sit in front of e com. so many tings flashed in mua mind. hmmmm. mayb i shud tink more in future. hahax ok lah i tink end here le muas go rest liaos. hurhurs~ im off. buhbye ^.-

2005-06-08T19:19:00.000-07:00

hmmm jz now went je library wif liping zhimin and jiayi. i was doing mua maths dere den e rest was doing their el bk reviews i tink. e 3 of dem went to find books @ children's section. hurhurs *.^ den i was doing mua maths alone dere. quite ok. den dey come back we started chit-chatting blah blah lah. den i was feeling vy cold den no mood do maths liaos. so i jz sat down dere doing nuting, e rest of dem guess is busy wif their stuffs i din really notice. overall it was quite a bored time dere. i guess we wudn't wan go dere do hmwk again. lol +.+

ok den jz now we was toking bout her. actually now quite aiighte wif her le. except for tt mayb she is still hating mue lot. i duno but can see from her expression. e way she tok to mue fake? well, its aiighte to mue. i dun h8 her. if she wants to h8 mue i aso cannot do anyting ryt? so jz let tings be the way it shud be. im contented wif mua life now and i noe i shud =) hope it wud remain e same forever yah? hehex =DD

and one gd news for mue. mue and ~ now getting beta le. at least we are toking more to each arde now =) e world is spinning and im so happy. hmmm but jz now ~ saw e tings i wrote on mua foolscap e front cover. well i cudn't possibly hide it yah? and ~ aso looked @ mua hp. hmmmm. i guess everyting is jz unavoidable if we want continue to be as gud fwens owaes yah? i shudnt be hiding mua tings wif him away frm ~. e matter is all in e past le. wat matters most is now =) i hope both of dem is aiighte now le. fwens......forever ^^ lolx.

ok tmrw hab sectionals. im still wondering if i can go. hope can cos i wudnt wan go back wif mua ****** alone. it will be damn bored for mue. argh ok im tired and i want to rest now. im off. buhbye ^.^

`e earth is spinning and im happiee//-*] i lurbe tis phrase! =DD

wat a day?!

2005-06-07T17:05:00.000-07:00

yes. im here to blog again. today band prac as usual. hmmmm brief bout e wasbe tingy. den e committee aso out. yah it was quite aiighte. ok i shall not say out e person's name here. i shall name him as euu. small liping told mue tt she heard sumone say tt euu said alot of bad tings behind mua back. egs are, i push e juniors to euu. ask euu to teach dem. but do euu eva tink b4? mua skills ardy not so gd den i still muas figure out muaself and even hab to guide e juniors. its lyk mua skills is jz ok and yet euu are leaving mue wif e juniors and let dem suffer wif mue? euu tink its fun? and even said tt i pretended to be clever, everyting juniors ask mue din ask euu. but hab euu ever offer to teach e juniors before? i can say NO! i noe i sumtimes will attitude towards dem. scold dem wen im in bad mood and fierce to dem wen i tell dem but @ least i make an effort. so now everyting is mua fault? ok fine. so nxtime i will leave e juniors to euu since euu tink tt im lousy and euu are better off den mue. e juniors will learn better under ur guidance ok? another ting. din put euu in 1st is their loss. wth! so wat if euu are put in 1st wen euu are not happy @ all? since euu are in 2nd den jz be contented ok? 1st 2nd or 3rd is all equally impt. we are still a section ryt? its not lyk euu muas be put in e 1st for sure. its not a MUAS ok? dun tink so highly of ur skills is ok? so wat if skills gd? i admit im lousy ok not lyk euu. and one more ting. euu even say tt although clarinet so many ppl but many all duno how to play. so? its not up to euu to comment on ardes skills. not everyone is perfect ok? last ting i wan say is if nextime dere's anyting euu not happy jz throw it ryt into mua face. dun try to pretend tt everyting is aiighte. it does not makes anyone of us feel better instead. ok and last ting. since euu tink so highly of ur skills, teach e juniors. im sur dey will be more happy wif euu teaching dem better den mua lousy attitude yah? ok i tink enuff of saying tt. in case sum PPL say i backstab euu or wat. and i dun mind letting euu see aldis. i dare to admit tis is how e way i feel. euu might not be happy or wat. im attitude or wat. i will say it ryt into ur face. i wun bother to hide.

and to tt e-x-g no.2 : pls kindly do not try to act innocent. yucks! hate mue for all euu wan. i dun care. i enjoyed being h8. tsk tsk ^^

okie den aft band prac, e 4 of us jiayi fanny liping and mue went kfc mum mum. yah den stay quite awhile den laffing chatting. den we board 240 to boon lay. liping wanted to photocopy scores so we acc her dere. aft tt i went to pierce ear-holes. ahhhhax ive got 9 now eh? yah now im tinking its too many. hmmmm. lolx ^.* den aft tt we went home. e 4 of us walk home togethe den chit-chat here and dere den tot of HOLIDAY HMWK! ~HOLIDAY HMWK -//* argh. iv got a pile of hmwk to finish. maths muas do so many exercises on algebra. day 1-2 do blah...blah... day 3-4 do ..... as continues until day 22-30 REST!! =] but i guess im not gg to finish dem so soon. haix. el muas do 10 bk reviews. can euu imagine how terrible is tt. plus im gonna do more. last semester i din even touch on a single 1 of dem. i was so lazy eh? chinese muas do e newspaper tingy. create a duno wat lah. heck 1st lah. science oni chemistry hmwk. history wkst. mua worst subjects... d n t- design portable night light/lamp. gosh! im lousy @ d n t. i got 30/100 last year for mua end-year. i cant imagine how will it be for mue tis time. haix. geography- make short notes and a mind map on unit6. its bout polluting our environment. sounds interesting so hope i will enjoy doing it. ^.- LITERATURE- bout shakespear again. sian *.* hope i wun fall asleep doin while doing dem. oya its grp work not so it will not be so torturing for mue. ok i tink tts all bah. round up 7 hmwk. hope i can finish at least half by next week. its a target i set for muaself. hope i can prove it to muaself tt im not exactly tt lazy. i actually can do hmwk. Maths. i tink im gonna do e wkbk. practice more. i say it i muas really do it. muas get e hang of doing algebra. aiming @ least a 60 for mua maths wen skool reopens. yah its a muas. tt time during e parent teacher meeting did mention before muas get @ least a 60 or above den we are allowed to take A maths. hopefully i can make it. e rest of e subjects? CHIONG LAH i tink! revise more or read more. but will i be able to so wat i say? ok, we will see how. hmmmm. ok lah. decide le tmrw go je library find books do e stupid damn book reviews. hmph. im gg to die soon aft completing mua 13 bk reviews i tink. ok lah. tis entry is really damn long annd i shall stop here. wish muaself gd luck in doing hmwk! jiayou. x *.^ v

hmmmmmmm =DD

2005-06-06T22:18:00.000-07:00

ok here am i to blog for today. yeay jz now peng yang sms mue ask if wan organise klas outing or gathering not during e holidays. den i was lyk tinking "orh quite a gd idea, holiday aso quite sian de." so i told him ok. den e venue @ sentosa. decide to book bbq pit. erm den he say he contact e boys i contact e gals. yah ok tt wud be fine. but i was tinking can i manage to kol all e gals by tmrw. hmmm hopefully i can. =D
hmph! im getting so excited bout dis. our last klas outing or shud i say chalet was dis yr feb19. hurhurs~ 2 days before mua burfdae. i'v got a burfdae cake. hehex =p recalling back, quite a fun time eh? esp randy i tink. he kip telling mue how much fun he have had. and even ask us to organise more of sucha outings in future. i was kinda surprise. how cud he hab tot tt way. i tot he wud hab loathe such outings. practically showing no enthusiasm in it. but he proved mue wrong. ahhas =D den aso so much amusing ting happen even before e outing. our meetings before e outing. ahhaks. sorry to mrs lee. but it was really damn hilarious. we was absolutely rude to her but i guessed all of us enjoyed it, don't we? ^.^ in all. e outing was a fun one. hope dis time will aso bee a fun and enjoyable one too. ok i tink i shall end here. will blogg more bout e klas outing tmrw. tata. =DD

another ting tt comes along. mua mum kol mue telling mue a sad news. mua grandfather pass away peacefully at 9pm. and she said tt she wanted mue to go back wif her now. but duno y i jz dun felt lyk gg back so sudden. am i unfilial or wat? i duno. i simply duno. den i asked if i cud go back wif mua dad on wed. now im still waiting for e kol. it all happens too quick for mue to accept wat had happen. i cannot and i dunwan to accept e reality. but i muas be strong. can i?

balloon hat festival =p

2005-06-06T01:14:00.000-07:00

hmmmm. yea today wass e balloon hat festival. ahhhas. ok lah not so boring afterall. in e morning went to skool fall in aldat. wen i reached e skool, i was told tt jiayi told fanny to tell shiqi dey all not to wait for her as she is waiting for mue and tt we(jiayi & mue) wud be late. den i was lyk huh?! oops. i din noe and i tot i wud be late liao mah so went to skool in cab. argh =x den aft fall in le, mue annd shiqi faster go out and find her. it has been 1 hour plussie since she left home wher can she possibly be @? haix. but we walk 1 big round still din managed to see her den we hurry went back rifle range. aft tt mue and sec4 jiayi went out agains intending to board bus to her house dere find her. i was lyk blaming muaself for wat had happen lohs den felt so worried if she missing or wat. but wen we waiting for bus @ e bustop we saw her on one of e bus den we faster ask her get down e bus. phew~ relieved ^^: den during lunch time went kfc eat shrooms burger. yum yum =D den soon aft we went back rifle range we practice awhile den head for sentosa le. on e bus was so damn fun. hurhurs x ^.^ v e game is apple orange star fruit peach grape blah blah so many fruits. wen i remember all e fruits e sequence liao den i ryt down hahax. so fun. e game is lidis. e 1st person say a fruit name. e second person muas repeat wat e 1st person says and name out a fruit aso den e flows continues. i tink we played more den 20 fruits ahh. eg apple, orange, star fruit, peach, grape, banana, coconut, rambutan, mangosteen, dragon fruit, custard, pear, durian, mango, guava, lychee, longan, lemon, papaya, honeydew, watermelon etc lah so many until we remember till siao. hahaxs =DD den finally reach dere. play a few pieces @ e sapphire hall. quite fast lah. mayb not up to 40 minutes? den we went for a short break. aft tt we went to fold up balloons get ready for e marching thingy. ok lah our skool quite nice too. 1st time take part i tink. quite fun? but i tink e rehearsal is horrible. makes so many of us sunburn. arrgghh! =x on e bus, back to skool quite fine lah. play awhile "concentration...concentration...this is a game of concentration..." soon aft i fell asleep. den reach skool. ms chng talk awhile.... "DISMISS!" hurhurs~ den went mum mum wif jiayi fanny pat and some arde sec3s but sit different place. waaaa so full. burp! went home wif jiay pat jiaming xiujie annd peiyi. den soon reach home le lohs. tink i end heree lahs. nutting much to say les. tata. nites ^.* swit dreamsx . . .

fun day.

2005-06-04T21:01:00.000-07:00

haaaasx. today woke up @ 1.30. slept for a long long time. so comfortable *.^ den aft wake up le wash up, went out wif nazi. we went lot 1. quite fun eh. we went to e arcade play tis play tt haha so fun =D i hab not been to e arcade for such a long time i guess i muas go dere more often during e holidays. hehex. den aso took some sticker prints. =) we stayed dere for quite awhile den went back jp. saw gary and i tink jacky dere. den nazi and jacky play e drum tingy. aft tt e 4 of us went to play daytona. haix i lost to dem. so pai seh and somemore lose so badly. erm not tt bad lah. jz by 1 round. hurhurs~ den it was getting quite late liaos. near to 8. we went home le loh. and now here im blogging. ok shall end here le. tata. buhbye ^.-

2005-05-31T20:22:00.000-07:00

hais. today sian lah. woke up late. pat call mue den i jz wake up. it was 9 i tink. i faster got up and went to wash up all tt lah. den went for band. late for bout half an hour i guess. wen i reach rifle range saw everyone coming back. jz came back from marching tingy i guess. den band prac as usual. during band prac quite a few times dis gal tt was sitting behind mue her file kip knocking into mue. at 1st i was lyk jz heck care. but it was lyk kip happening lohs den i was so irritated den i jz "tsk" at her she show mue attitude. wth! !@#$%? and she scolded mue summore! felt lyk giving her a big tight slap! dun show mue ur attitude ok? tink wat euu sec1 i scared euu ahh? f*ck off lahs! XB And pls dun go arnd showing everyone ur attitude. its simply irritating! ok enuff. dun tok bout her anymore! make mue so... and i wan say sorry to nafisa. its not tt i wan attitude. its lyk im vy tired mah. and bcos of "her" den e day was lyk sian. argh. nvm. no one will understand mue. jz take it tt im attitude. hais ok i shall stop here. tata.